Mentaly, physicaly, and emotionaly tired

So this week was softball try outs. I only tried out this year because one of my friends is on the team and she thought it would be fun, and good for the team, for me to try out. I say good for the team because hardly any one tried out. So In January I started going to open gym so I could get to know the coaches and to get into some kind of shape. Anyway try outs came and I am so exhausted from them, not to metion sore. Anyway, thrusday we found out if we made it or not, needless to say I didn't make it. I was fine with it until I texted my mom and told her about it. She started to send texts that I think she thought would help me feel better, they didn't, it only made it worse.
I went through out the day trying not to cry about it because 1) I hate crying infront of people, 2) I hate crying infront of people and 3) I didn't want anyone to think it was a big deal that I didn't make it. Though I think Kay knew that it was but oh well.
That's pretty much why I'm tired physicaly and emotionaly. The reason for the mentaly is because I took the ACT on saturday. Four freakin hours of thinking!!!! But I did get a 23 and that's when I guessed on over half the science questions. So I figure it should go up two points when I actually care about the science part.
But afterward me and Jan where so out of it. And then we went to Kay's and that just made us even more laugh happy. I like having friends that I can do that with.
anyway got to blaze